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March 20

hmm...what's been going on...

hello all...
well, i am officially a part of a new band... Skitzofrenia or bucket full of skitzofrenia... i forget which one...
yeah well Bleached Black has officially broken up...
such a shame they were radcore:(
and total shit has hit the fan between jacqui and maleah and stuff...
because me, jacqui, jess jackson, dakota and weeman are in a band now... and no-one is to happy with this new band..
so yeah everyone hates everyone and i think somehow i might of just dragged myself into it....
i dunno and i dont care and yeah haahah
i just found a comment on jacqui's space aimed towards me and it made me laugh at how petty and low some people can go when they have nothing better to do with there lives then to pic on other peoles faults... and just how fucked up this person is and COWARDOUS! they didn't even leave there name... *cough*FUCKTARD*cough*
 
and this is all because i said only sexy people are in our new band...
 hahahah here it is
i cannot believe you jacqui, ok so kirilee flirts with zac SO WHAT maybe he just likes her better than u becuz everytime you see him he gets pissed off because you so god damn annoying. kirilee did nothing wrong so bak off, and why would you cry over zac ur just wasting your time he has a girlfriend so get over you little obsession. and another thing "skitzofrenia" is not full of sexy people, for one amy is NOT sexy and jessica jackson is a dog. and i think u and maleah shuld really get ova the whole fight thing because neither of you are being very nice about it, why throw away a best friend for skanks like amy. amy calls her best friends sluts so you'll just have to learn the hard way. your a nice person jacqui but get over your obsessions and stop thinking your better than everyone else because your not.
 
...we all have our suspicions in which who we think wrote that *cough*
 
haha i got called a skank by the queen of skanks...
wow i feel so priviliged *cough*NOT*cough*
haha but the question is...
how could i be a skank?!
i DONT wear skirts, i dont wear anything remotly short, and i wear black clothes that are rather covering! i dont flirt and i HATE skanks!
the only thing that could possibly be skanky about me is i wear make up...
but i wear full dark and heavy black make up so thats not skanky...
 
....the queen of scrag must just like talking bout her self:P
 
lol well im off
amy
 
March 14

*sigh*

I Made This So NO STEALING !I Made This So NO STEALING !I Made This So NO STEALING !I Made This So NO STEALING !I Made This So NO STEALING !I Made This So NO STEALING !I Made This So NO STEALING !I Made This So NO STEALING !I Made This So NO STEALING !I Made This So NO STEALING !I Made This So NO STEALING !I Made This So NO STEALING !I Made This So NO STEALING !

She was the girl,
Who cryed in the middle of the night,
She was the girl,
Who had to listen to her parents fight.

She was the girl,
That would always care,
She was the girl,
That no one knew was there.

She was the girl,
Who never got kissed,
She was the girl,
Who cut her wrists.

She was the girl,
That thought things happened to fast,
She was the girl,
Who was always picked last.

She was the girl,
That didn't want to go home,
She was the girl,
That stood all alone.

She was the girl,
Who looked for help in a knife,
She was the girl,
That finally ended her life
!

 
Changes Arent Good
 
She was the happy girl
She always did good
Untill she found out something she understood
Her friends turned on her
No one she could trust
Untill one day she bit the dust
She cries herself to sleep
Hates her image
Hates her face
Hates the way she used to be in grace
Not on drop of innocence
But more drops of blood
Looks at her herself
She'll never be loved
She was never this bad
Never did wrong
Was always the good girl
But hurt for so long
No friends, no love and no life
She turned to the knife
Tonight's the night she'll end her pain
Theres nothing left to gain
Goodbye to her life
The knife drops to the ground
See her fall all in strife
If the pretty girl could only see
How much she meant to me
 
so she pretends she doesn't care
hoping she can make it through the day ,
full of pain that no one can see
& at night all she can do is think of what will never be
when she finally falls asleep she dreams of him
his beautiful smile & the way he makes her
laugh
this is the only time she is ever
truly happy
cause in her dreams they`re not
just friends
he loves her back
she wakes back up & knows she has to
face reality
he does not love her, the dream is just a
cruel joke
played by the crushed heart he doesnt even know he
broke
I Made This So NO STEALING !
 

"P.L.E.A.S.E"

Sitting here

Crying once again

Thinking how my life is so screwed up

Everyday it gets worse

More reasons to give up

To just die

I wanna give up && go… Please I beg you, save me from my nightmares, from my pain

The tears keep falling

The blood keeps dripping

Please make it stop

Please make me die

I’ve had enough

Of this nightmare called life

PLEASE

 

[x]love.amy[x]

March 11

Oh How I Hate MSN

HOLY  CRAP ON A CRUST!

 

I do not like new spaces, man.

I do no like them Sam- I - am.

Will you shoot them in the head?

Will you shoot them 'till they're dead?

 

I do not like new profiles, see,

They are a pedophiles' dream- come- be,

With kiddies typing in details,

They'll find my house, and steal my mail.

 

When they find my school adress,

They'll come down here and make a mess,

With new MSN profiles, sir,

Fake comments, are now gone, a blur!

 

This is at least a handy feature,

No more anonymous bullshit-o-meter,

If people try to pretend to be me,

They can't steal my profile, it's tricky, you see.

 

You can also comment on pictures now,

Why would you? You stupid cow!

What a bloody useless thing!

"ur pics r ghey" The joys you bring!

 

Now my page begins to lag,

A billion comments, with pictures, and formatting tags?

This is crap! My dial up dies!

MSN spaces improved? What filthy lies!

 

Comments now are back to front?

I want to see the most recent ones, YOU F***!

Re-install the pictures thing,

New URL doesn't have the /members/ ring.

 

Gah!

 

This has driven Amy mad,

Tasha's head exploded bad,

Papa's crying for the loss,

Kenny's getting rather cross.

 

Forty minutes: The time it took...

To redo my profile, to give it a good look.

What the hell? I'm not a genius

MSN, you have no penis.

 

My 'intrests' list leaves strange links to nowhere,

What the hell, man? Hello? Are you there?

Cut out all this retarded crap.

I want my old space, I want it back.

 

I'm not here for making friends,

Nor relationships, or joining trends,

Screw you geeks, without  persona,

You smell like crap, try some Rexona ©™

 

Pictures in comments? This ain't no forum shit.

What have you done? OKAY, THAT'S IT!

 

Both old and new have their ups and downs

Oh my God, look at what I found!

Formatting makes my poor eyes bleed.

I hate MSN, yes I do indeed.

 

Love [x]amy[x]

March 10

...i officially proclaim this the song of my life...."Shattered By Broken Dreams"

AVENGED SEVENFOLD

"Shattered By Broken Dreams"

I see you fading away from us.
I'll miss you very much.
Room with empty bottles, broken dreams,
and pride still running high, always on your side.
But I wanted more for you.
You can't go on this way.
And now I see it all fall through.
We pray for better days.
Stuck alone and scared.
Throw your life away and now choking on your pride may be the only way.
I don't want to see you like this.
We all tried to save you but missed.
I still feel the hope on your road.
Now come back to us like the days of the old.
I still feel you there, trying to get on top.
You'll always have my support, in my heart.
People you've hurt.
Friends that you've lied to.
But we understand, and that's not (you) can see the end of the road,
I can see it too, for you, I'm scared, if I lose you, I'm not prepared.
This time, if you die.
I watch you, right before my eyes.
Just trust me, and listen.
You have no self control.
This will take your life.
Overdose and then indulge until you die.
Pondering, we all ask the question why.
Broken home, and then abandoned by your dad.
And we are left the only family that you've ever had.
Help you see it through.
Fight this me and you.
Reaching deep inside.
Problems not just you is what we find.
Our friendship makes it mine.

February 26

y.o.u.r[[perfect]]l.i.t.t.l.e[[girl]]

your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card.
your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.
your perfect little girl talked back to you again.
your perfect little girl painted her nails black.
your perfect little girl lied to you all her life.
your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep.
your perfect little girl slits her wrists until she bleeds.
your perfect little girl dated before she was 16.
your perfect little girl was broken by a boy.
your perfect little girl doesn`t want to go to church.
your perfect little girl hates you.
your perfect little girl has given up on life.
your perfect little girl had a tantrum today.
your perfect little girl wants to run away.
your perfect little girl has no real friends.
your perfect little girl thinks she`s overweight.
your perfect little girl hasn`t let you dry her tears.
your perfect little girl disobeys you.
your perfect little girl hates the world.
your perfect little girl is hated by the world.
your perfect little girl says bad things about you.
your perfect little girl is very un-happy.
your perfect little girl has tried to commit suicide.
your perfect little girl has become a disgrace.
your perfrct little girl isnt so perfect after all..
 
[x]amy[x]

a wish for wings tht work


Could I end my life with a knife sharpened of problems
sweet satisfaction of a night sky with horns
a papercut bleeds like a cut vein
could this sky open up and accept this tortured soul
but my wings have yet to work
change means nothing
when nothing wants to change
save your strength for the first disappointment
break this mirror that changes you
forever is such an unpleasant word
it begins to eat you / from the inside out
beg for sleep
as the noose is tied around your neck
[x]amy[x]
February 25

!!!tashie!!!

Yess everyone....
just writing to say me and tashie are hardcore retard dancing buddies and ummm.....
our band (lime juristiction) is finally working out:)
me+tash+ken+jess+talz=Lime Juristiction!!
 
TASHIE IS A SEXC DANCER!!!:)
hahaha
NOOOOO please dont kill me tashie:'(
lol
 
and yeah me and tashie and prob ken r prob going shopping tomoz:)
yay!
 
im soooo bored!! hahaha
 
yesterday (friday)
at skool like EVERYONE attempted a human pyramid/mass suicide pile up:)
but the stoopid teachers made us get down:(
 
GRR KILL ALL TEACHERS...
 
yess....
welll atm lyk everyone hates me:( *ponders* )
yea i dunno
 
lol problyt just jelous i have found better friends then they have ever been:)
lol ;p
 
well im running outa things to say bye bye!!
 
[x]amy[x]