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February 12 Random Lil Bitsωнєи αℓℓ тнιѕ ραιи ιѕ נυѕтιfιє∂,
ωнιℓє αℓℓ тнє тιмє ιѕ ραѕѕιиg ву.
иσω ιѕ ωнєи ωє ¢ℓєи¢н συя fιѕтѕ,
киσωιиg ωє ¢αи fιgнт тняσυgн тнιѕ.
тнє нσυяѕ αи∂ ∂αуѕ αяє gσиє.
тнє ωєєкѕ αи∂ мσитнѕ αяє мσνιиg σи.
¢αи'т тнєу ѕєє тнαт'ѕ иσтнιиg gσииα ѕтσρ υѕ иσω؟
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Well I need what you owe
Will you pay me back in bandaged covered wrists
Don't you know
The feeling of a cutthroat lover's kiss
Please don't go
Breaking other hearts just like this...
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IM NOT OKAY!!
IM NOT O-FUCKING-K
***
This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change
Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same And this is for the ones who have lost it all When all that's left to gain Is a simple reminder that the things that we're blind to slip away Now that the line's been broken
I'm too afraid to just look back The pages have left an empty space You were all I had Why does it have to be this way These things they'll never change Still I'm left with knowing, content and happy, this is all I need ***
Note to self...
i miss you terribly...
this is what we call a tragedy
...
* * *
And im a black rainbow,
And im an ape of god
i got a face thats made for violence upon,
and im a teen distortion,
survived abortion
a rebel from the waist down!!
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Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life? What's it like there? Is it all what you want it to be? Does it hurt when you think about me? And how broken my heart is ***
drink down that gin and kerosene
and come spit on bridges with me just to keep us warm and light a match and leave me be i keep jealousy close 'cause it's all mine and if you say this makes you happy then im not the only one lying ***
Ok im rly bored now so im gonna Go!!!
l8rs
]x[amy]x[ February 03 some of my poetry...Walking On Paper Clouds
Walking on paper clouds
one wrong move,
and i fall through
shredded by your razor sharp tounge
the cold ground below
is coming close...
i slam to the ice,
broken and cold
frozen alone
nowhere to go
cant move
with my shattered bone,
Alone
Again
ALONE
Pain and Poetry
A pen and paper;
the two things that know me best...
besides the blade that cools my blood
and the frame that consumes me skin
I dont know how to express myself--
except through pain and poetry
these thwo things consume me
on pain and poetry i can rely;
pain is one thing that remains constant in my life;
poetry is the one thing i can control.
(maybe this poem will help those who misunderstand me, understand...
and those like me...understand!!
[x]amy[x]
[x]sXe.all.the.way[x] January 14 ...my.wrist...My wrist tell a story A story of my pain If i for some reason just vanished That tells about my suicide And how no one ever cared for me Cuz by the time they start [x]amy[x] January 13 :'(..omgosh..it.all.just.hit.me..:'(hahaha this is the most twisted blog ever:)ok guys...
i cant believe it...
it all just hit me...
...
Kandi Is Going For Good:'(
...
i have known all along but...
after a very interesting fone conversation with her
*And after hearing some of the things my so called "friend" had to say about me*
it all hit me that she IS leaving and it is REAL
...
and that means no more kandi around anymore:'(
..on another note..
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so i hear your sick of me...
well SO AM I
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*I AM SAM.... SAM I AM*
*id just like to point out that there was no reason at ALL for me to say that... but i did so if you have a problem with that... YOU KNOW WHERE TO GO...*
CHINATOWNyup yup i hear the foods great in chinatown...
 yup yup i hear they serve the most *FRESHEST* roadkill....
that fresh i could swear it was only hit this morning....
*oh wait a minute... it WAS only just hit this morning... opsies sorri mi bad...**cough cough**
*ID JUST LIKE TO POINT OUT THE NEXT FEW THINGS ARE ACTUAL QUOTES... YES THEY ACTUALLY HAPPENED*
*and i would just like to point out that tou may feel free to take these quotes anyway u see fit*
oooooooooh yeah.... my HAIR is gonna be that LONG one day
ooooooh.....SHOES
 *runs up to person and strokes the poor victims shoes...**NO BONER, NO BONER*
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh yeah...
BLAIR IS SOOOOOO EFFIN SMEXXI... hehe i
 you blair hahaha jks...
Oh Dear God Have Mercy On US All
NOOOOO SONT EAT ME BLAIR
 im sorry ....\I SWEAR I DIDNT STEAL YOUR LIGHTER
*cough cough*|*id just like to point out that i dont rly know blair and he doesnt know me...at least thats what i think
 *OMG nooooo BLAIR IS STALKING ME
help me.....
NOOOO GIMME BACK MY LOLLIPOP BLAIR:'( i paid a whole 30c for THAT...
awww too late he already ate it:(
hey hey hey BIG boy
 oooh hahaha now i think i know why he doesnt wear emo pants!!!
hahaha its a very BIG reson!!...oooooooh you go BLAIR....
GO SON GO
....
oooooooooh u so sexc:)
no no no no no IOM NOT OBSESSED WITH YOU OKAY
hey i got a great idea
if you forgive me for not knowing how to use your lighter...
WE CAN GO ON AN *ADVENTURE*...
CALLED
lets BURN KANDIS BRAND SPANKING NEW hi tops:)
yup yup ima sucha GENIOUS arent i
yup ypu
hahaha can i borrow your lighter
hehehehehehehehehehehehehe
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
I SWEAR IM NOT A PYROMANIAC
...
i just like burning things
...
if that makes me a pyromaniac
...
THEN I AM A PYROMANIAC
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OMG
ima self confessed PYROMANIAC
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pyromaniacs anonymous meeting
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P.A.Meeting holding person thingo: ok so im guessing you all know why your here...
Bill-bo the 2nd aka ME: well.... yeah
 we like to burn things...:(P.A.Meeting holding person thingo: Well Bill-bo the 2nd y dont you go first...
Bill-bo the 2nd: *stands up* well hi, im bill...bo the 2nd..and.... i lyk burning things....
*LIKE BLAIR*...hehehe GO BLAIR....
hehe im sooo bored... so i started doing th thingo^^^^^^but i forgot the moral i was gonna put in so meh!! skrew dat plan
tlking to mitchell about head jobs
 wtf BLAIR IS SEXCAY:)smexxi mexxi jumping been...
OMG tht trick is sooooo HARDCORE!!
DOWN WITH KANDIS SHOES...
UP WITH NOT SO HARDCORE TRIX:)
well i had something i rly wanted to say but i forgot
 oh yeah.... thats right i wanted to say
....
......
....
bye
p.s. BLAIR IS LYK SOO HOT AND SEXC:)
[x]love[x]amy[x]
oooooh blair is soooo sexc:)
and
KANDI LUBS TOM:) what i did in kandis space
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 hehe lol rad as test;p hahaha they stupid ppl tht did the table thing switches the words round so it looks lyk i wrote it:( [x]gottaloveemo[x]love[x]amy[x] hehe personality test thing...--Goth--
1] Do you wear black eyeliner?: Yea 2] Is most of your clothing dark? Uh sorta 3] Do you think about death often?: i suppose 4] Do you want to die?: no
5] Are you a social outcast? No
6] Are you pale?: yeah
7] Do you like Hot Topic? : yep
8] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies: yup
9)are u mean? : lol if someone is on my wrong side
Total: 7 1] Can you skateboard: lol... no... me and skateboards dont exactly mix to well:( they have a habit of trying to kill me 2] Do you wear chucks? sure do 4] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops? not yet!! 5] Do you watch the x-games?: lol NO! 7] Do you like/wear mohawks? lol nah 8] Do you wear Band t-shirts: Yea 9] Have you called someone a poser?: Yep Total: 5 2] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch?: No 3] Do you pop the collar?: fuk no 4] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?: No 8] Do you want/have a little dog?: no! Total: 1, Thank God. 2] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?: Hell No 3] Do you think war is unneccesary? nope 4] Do you live in trees and say the word 'peace'? Haha no 5] Have you smoked pot? No Total: 0 3] Do you like hip-hop?: No 2] Do you wear hoodies: Yea 3] Do you like soft music: yes 4] Do people not understand you? Yea 6] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark: Yesss!! 8] Are you lonely: can be 9] Is Ohio for lovers a good song?: heck Yessss!!hawthorne heights ROX Total YES: 9 2] Do you wear flip flops year-round?: nope.. 3] Is your hair shaggy?: nope 4] Do you wake up before 6 every morning? f*** no 6] Are you tan? no!! 8] Do you want to be at the beach right now? nope.. to much sun and people Total YES: 0 3] Do you use an inhaler?: Haha no 5] Does your mom pick out your clothes? No! 8] Do you look forward to go to school? =l No
Im EMO <333
now you have to go put this in your blog and show everyone what kind of person you are <333 [x]amy[x] January 11 .hehe.quizzes.thingos.Take the quiz: Which Screamo/Emo singer are you? (PICS)  Bert McCraken you are so friggin cool. You know how to sing and scream from the heart. If i knew you I would love you! Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Take the quiz: Whos your punk BF?  Tom DeLonge Tom huh? Your super cool and meger funny you so should date tom! Together you could do silly things together like.....make fun of the kid next door! Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Take the quiz: what emo band are you?  My Chemical Romance you talk about being gay and in prison not being good and how its not a fashion statement its a fucking deathwish and a dead girl Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Take the quiz: How will you commit suicide?! (PICS!!!)  ODing You will over dose on medication that probably doesn't belong to you. Your sad and you feel alone in a cruel world where you are forgotten about.Live another day, exists, if not just to piss people off. Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Take the quiz: Who's your punk/rock/emo soulmate? **hott pics!!!**  Gerard Way of My Chemical Romance Gerard Way, My Chemical Romance's lead singer, is your match. He's hot, emo and totally rocking...good job! Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Take the quiz: What My Chemical Romance Band Member Are YOU!  Frank Iero The Most Coolest Person Around/ YAY FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
what kind of emo kid are you
Are you an Emo kid? created with QuizFarm.com *wtf*emo.AGAIN^_^*WTF!? how can i be 105% emo  is tht even possible oh... seriously wtf!? maybe im meant to be emo ... i dunno well l8rs....[x]amy[x]
January 10 ..just.to.see..
What if.
What if I had jumped?
What if I had given in? What if I had shot or swallowed or hung? What if I had given up? What would have happened? If I was no longer here. But I am here. And I didn't give in. I didn't give up. And I am stronger for it. I was so close, But then I was saved. By whom? Myself, or someone else? I may never know. But to whomever it was, I am deeply and eternally grateful. And I can never think like that. Never again. There are no what ifs. There is just what is. What is. It's the only thing that matters. Because you cannot change the past. You have no control over the future. But the present is a gift, use it wisely, And you will never have to worry about what was or what never was again. No more what ifs. What if is futile. There is only what is
Early one morning while she was asleep
she recieved a bloody letter addressd incomlpete
it read dear mother or guardian of mine
i truly hope these words find you in time
i had wished you had raised me and gave me a home
never thought id be hated or left alone
we could have been friends and shared our love
but sadly i wasnt the one you thought off
more important than me
he never had any children
so he wasnt my dad
no matter how hard i try he alwasy comes first
you never seem to care or see how much it hurts
do you even bother to check up on me at school
do you even care if im following the rules
do you know how many guys have played me for a fool?
and left me crying with tears enough for a pool
but that doesnt really matter now not anymore
arnt you glad i wont grow up to be a whore
its ok mum you have the greatest relief
now i couldnt possibly cause anymore grief
dont worry mum you never cared anywayz
and if you did you never shared it with me throught those days
no matter what i did he was always before me
and now that im gone you can completley forget about me
i see you have your old life back
now live it while you can
your one step closer from having a family
you already have your man
tel my baby girl im sorry for leaving so soon
that whenever she misses me
to look at the moon
and no matter what happened i will always be there
and that i didnt do anything because of her
tell my grandma
i thank her for always welcoming me into her arms
and for always trying to keep me from harm
tell my friend i wont forget them ever
that when the time is right well be together
remember me when it storms and rains
remember this moment i sliced my vains
remember my spirit and remember me
and remember the love you never gave me
all the feelings you showed me
are all the feelings maintained
all you ever gave me
was anger and pain
January 09 ~~*.as.non.emo.as.it.gets.*~~
I'm not a perfect girl. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances, you just have to live life to the fullest. Laugh as much as you can, spend all your money, tell someone what they mean to you, tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, pig out, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, smile until your face hurts, don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love...and most of all live in the moment cause when you look back someday knowing you have no regrets it's going to be what makes you smile ... E v E n t U a L l Y ... when you try your best but you dont succeed..when you get what you want, but not what you need..when you feel so tired, but you cant sleep..stuck in яEvEяsE, and the tears come streaming down when I get the strength to leave You ain't never gonna change as soon as you get online, whose find the one you can be yourself around - you can say whatever you want .. you can laugh - you can smile =] you can SCREAM! you can hug - you can kiss * you can fight and make up at the very end of the night .. but your still absolutly crazy about eachother.. it's [a m a z i n g] how you feel about him whenever your around him nothing else matters..how your heart [s t o p s] and your left breathless and no matter how many times he breaks your heart, he always seems to put the peices back together..
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I think the word love is used too much nowadays,in relationships. alot of ppl dnt even know what or how to love.
If u truly love someone,
1; u would do anything for them.
2; u think about them more than anything else.
3; you are happy for them no matter what they do in life with or without u.
4; enjoy their company without any intimacy.
5; u would take a bullet for them.
6; do anything to prevent them from being hurt.
7; dont think about anyone else the way u do about ur gf/bf.
8; always want to be with them.
9; be with them no matter what was wrong with them, even if they were dying.
10; stick up for them no matter what will happen to,
11; think about their safety before urs.
12; smile as soon as u hear their voice.
just because u like them alot doesnt mean u love somebody. If u dont feel all of them u dont love them u are infatuated, u dunn love them so think about it, do u love ur bf/gf?
this is pretty much all from codie.... thanks darl~!!
lol
l8rs love
[x]amy[x] ~~*my.degree*~~
Username: Blogging Degree From Go-Quiz.com wtf!? absolutly everything i do has something to do with emo or bad poetry...grrr:'(waa im gonna go cry:P
Username: Blogging Degree From Go-Quiz.com January 08 ~*~god~*~hey hey everyone i am just here to announce that
there r officially TWO new GODS!!
...there names are AMBER lalala and CODIE someone!!
these are lyk the almightiest ppl/'gods ever there almost as good as the real thing!!
...
BEWARE THEY SEE ALL!!!... and i mean all... lyk they sed there isa guy outside my bedroom called jim stalking me... and im thinking yeah...w/e so i was typing away chatting to them then all of a sudden they were
lyk a guy named jim will start knocking on your door
...
and then all of a sudden i hear this knocking at my door... and im lyk oh CRAP!
and i got up to see who it was
...
AND IT WAS MY NEIGHBOUR JIM!!!
...
and i was lyk wtf r u doing here
and he was like... i dont know i umm.......
then that little BUTHEAD ran off!!
...
so yer then they were lyk
...
your about to get a fone call from jim
...
then all of a sudden my mobile starts ringing... and it is one of my friends brothers
....
JIM
....
yer well much more freakish/stalkerish stuff happened and yeah point being
...
CODIE AND AMBER HAVE FREAKISH GOD LIKE POWERS...
...
and
...
THEY SEE ALL!!
and YES i mean ALL!!
they even knew what clothes i was wearing!!!:P
so yeah
LEAVE A COMMENT HONORING THESE TO NEW FOUND GODS OR.....
THEY WILL SEND THE THUNDER AND HAILSTONES THE SIZE OF MY HEAD AFTER YOU!!
AND IF YOU DONT COMMENT YOU WILL BE SENT TO THE FIREY PITS OF someonelalala HELL
i will miss u fellow cyber-ians...
LOVE [x]amy[x]
p.s. GODS ROCK!!  January 05 suicide!?Suicide?
!!bah!! what bullCRAP l8rs....[x]amy[x] January 02 Silence, Emptiness< And Confusion
 ?!am.i.crazy!?am i crazy!?
Trapped inside my own head With nothing but my own fevered dreams to comfort me. I know the pain of the madman; He lives inside of me. I've felt the strength of demons. And the weakness of self- preservation. And hope. Hope. Hey, parents, do you know where your kids are tonight? Are they locked away inside of themselves? Are their minds slipping away? Mama hen, mama hen . . . The fox has taken your baby again. Precious minds are a shame to waste. Memories are forgotten in haste. I am losing all that is me . . . Yet gaining something entirely different. Something that acts like an animal. And speaks like God. Comforts me like a best friend. And loves me like its child. I am its child. An innocent brat, ready for its teachings. Ready to do what is told to me. Believing all that is said to me. Taking in all. And living off of my fevered dreams. l8rs love always AMY!! somethinghey hey guys im rly bored atm so im adding in some of my poems yeah.... tell mi if there gud.... or crappy!!
Something And so it came to be this isolation that I am I can only look to me to find the way it all began - this confusion, constant hunger for something more than this I strive to find this being that I envision, yet seem to miss. Could it be that I am empty- or maybe a little lost? Could it be that I am lonely, or seek happiness at any cost? This never-ending Something that I am living deep inside, depicts the illusion of myself and all I have to hide.
l8rs love always amy last
December 29 ...∂σит ωαιт fσя тσмσяяσω...[Maybe] [I] [won't] [be] [here] [tomorrow,] [so] [stop] [planning.]
[There] [is] [nothing] [further] [than] [today...]
[[му нσρєℓєѕѕ мιи∂ σf ѕυι¢ι∂є ωαитѕ тσ тяу αgαιи]]
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grrr
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just to see
s o m e t i m e s 
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